Lil Wayne Talks Retirement, Career & Drug Use in November Issue Of GQ

Rucuss staffOctober 20, 2011

Rapper Lil Wayne joins Eminem and Keith Richards on GQ’s Gods of Rock issue.

Wayne, who has a full spread in the November issue, gets personal about his time in jail, his drug use, retirement, his career and his father.

Check out excerpts from the GQ interview below:

Why retire at 35?

Basically, I have been doing this for eighteen years. That’s reason number  one. I have accomplished all that I have set out to accomplish and more. Also, I  have a label, and I’ve only put out two artists [Drake and Nicki Minaj]. I have a lot more work to do, and it’d be selfish to not focus on being the boss and  focus on their projects.

But the main reason is my kids, my children. Now, if I thought I’d be selfish  to my artists, imagine what I think I would be doing to my kids. I have enough  money that they don’t have to ever do anything—which, they will do everything,  ’cause they ain’t getting shit. [cackles wildly] Six [more] years, I can  do this Lil Wayne thing, and my boys will be about 7 and 8 years old. And man,  it’s all about them then. You know, whatever they’re doing. Sports. Whatever  they’re into. That’s where I am. I’m at every game. I’m the dad with the hat on.  The jersey. That’s me.

I feel like I’ll be a new me, and how good is that? To actually be opening a  brand-new door of life at 35? That’d be awesome. Totally awesome. I’m looking  forward to it.

Did your time in jail slow you down or mellow you out a bit?

I don’t think life is about a pace, living slow or fast. I think you just  live, y’know what I mean? You’re either living or you’re dead. So it just helped  me on my way, helped me with life. Cleared me up, cleaned me up, opened my eyes  to things. I definitely thank God for that moment instead of looking at it as a  problem or a bad situation. I needed it.

You’re sober now? No more syrup?

I’m good. I ain’t  tripping. I’m used to it now. But I was never on heroin or cocaine or Ecstasy or  nothing like that. I drank syrup and smoked a lotta weed. I wish I could be back  on it. That’s how it fucking feels. [cracking himself up] “How does it  feel to be sober?” I’ll be like, “It feels fucked-up.” What you want me to say?  “It feels great”? No. I was on something that the doctor prescribed. I was ill,  and that was helping me.

So you aren’t going back on it?

I cannot wait until  I get off probation, sweetheart. Not for syrup. No, not for syrup. I stopped  syrup May 9 of 2009. But nobody knew. Because I still rapped about it. Because I  respect the culture of where it came from. I still rep that shit.

What’s up with all the skateboarding?

You know, I don’t  know. Everybody asks me that question, like, “What made you start skating?”   Yeah, well, um…I don’t know. I’m still like a kid, because unfortunately my  childhood was raped away from me because I became a star, a rapper, or whatever  you want to call it, and you can’t be a kid and a rapper at the same time. So I  watch television and I get real amped. Like, people watch commercials, and  they’re like, “Who’s gonna buy that?” I’m the person they make the commercials  for. I watch them, and I’m like, “Oh God, that’s awesome.” So I was just  watching TV, and I was like, “Yeah. I want to do that!” And I called a guy and I  said, “I want a ramp on my roof.” I have a pretty big roof at home. So I put a  ramp on the roof about five months ago, and man, I’ve been skating ever since.

How’s your relationship with your father?

He don’t give a sh*t about me. And I don’t give a shit about him. I saw the n*gga recently—I had a show in New Orleans. And I ain’t afraid to put this out there, ’cause this is just how much I don’t give a f*ck about a n*gga, and I want people to see how you’re not supposed to be. I was parked at the hotel, and I saw him walking outside the  hotel. Just walking back and forth. I’m like, “Look at this n*gga! You gotta be  looking for me.” If Lil Wayne got a show in New Orleans, the whole of New Orleans knows. Basically, you’re not there for nothing else but me. So I call my man on the bus. I’m like, “N*gga, that’s my daddy.” So I tell my man, “Go see what’s up.” So my man goes to holla at him. He tells my man, “Oh. I didn’t know y’all was here. I’m here waiting for this little ho to get off work from the hotel.” For real? That’s when I was like, “Typical Dwayne Carter.” So that’s what’s up with me and my real father. I don’t want to look like his ass, but I do.

Read more from Wayne’s interview over at GQ.

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